Dissociate

Propelled by feelings of Bored, Indifference

We dissociate when we fragment our sense of external reality resulting in a state of emotional detachment.

Withdrawal offers advanced versions of a babe’s instinct to simply fall asleep when overstimulated. Not participating is not the same as being absent. A Withdrawn person might have some of the most insightful commentaries about what they just seemingly slept through. The drawback for Withdrawal is that it does not make space for interpersonal sharing. The habit to immediately cut off from all things distressing, creates endless tensions in relationships.

We will employ Dissociation as a means to serve the desire to feel ourselves to be Awake, Attuned

There is a consensus reality - where we perceive that which is agreed upon as reliable. In this reality, we can discuss any two psychological structural allowances chosen by a person and see how the first will be their primary operational mode while the second provides its background. This interplay fashions a realm of Aspirations and Defense Mechanisms that can be explored easily and freely in Ferus Tel.
When Dissociating = I behave as a Hermit - withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to be Sovereign
When in Denial = I behave as a Vagabond - withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to be Visionary
When Projecting = I behave as an Adversary - withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to be Valiant
When Disavowing = I behave as a Mercenary - withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to be Abiding

Sovereign Hermit

Withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to appear Awake

**Discharging my feelings of Indifference**

Profound Vagabond

Withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to appear Obedient

Withdrawing from my feelings of Deficiency

Valiant Adversary

Withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to appear Adoring

Withdrawing from my feelings of Indignance

Abiding Mercenary

Withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to appear Calm

Dark winds are experienced as demonic energy on the outside of the accepted norms of reality, usually occurring as a persistent Doppelganger, a nemesis to our chosen sense of True Self.
As our attachment to the rotating Defense Structures within us dissolves, attention turns to disembodied dark winds that we find alive in our environment. There are 18 available to the witnessing eye. As we gain a more direct relationship to the Dark Wind entities, we place ourselves at the Gates of Dawn.

Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Schizoids in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Courage?

Meet the Schizoid within

Open to the sensations of this inward facing part of you suffering to find voice.

Withdrawing from my Discouraged feelings

Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Incels in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Humility?

Meet the Incel within

Open to the sensations of this hurt part of you suffering to express your vulnerabilities with another.

Both the Schizoid and the Incel suffer the unmet need to feel

Courageous Humility

Divine Love always has met and always will meet every human and non-human need.
Here we avail ourselves to the Divine aspects of 9 Ferus risen to meet the unmet needs of Dark Wind entities.
Actualizing the Great Elephant of Compassion
and the Great Wolf of Innocence
offers Courageous Humility to the Schizoid and the Incel.