Discharge

Propelled by feelings of Mean, Spitefulness

We discharge when we place all internal and external difficulties on to something else in order to attack it.

Discharging transfers our hopes into the biting language of our despairs. Unable to express vulnerability openly, one finds it by creating it in others. Discharging renders one’s victimhood in the open while holding hostage the likelihood of rescue, making a mockery of the courage and veracity of truth telling that is actually sought.

We will employ Discharging as a means to serve the intense desire to feel ourselves to be Hopeful, Optimistic

Hopeful, Optimistic

  • There is a consensus reality - where we perceive that which is agreed upon as reliable. In this reality, we can discuss any two psychological structural allowances chosen by a person and see how the first will be their primary operational mode while the second provides its background. This interplay fashions a realm of Aspirations and Defense Mechanisms that can be explored easily and freely in Ferus Tel.

    When Absorbing = I behave as a Saboteur - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Achieving

    When in Denial = I behave as an Imposter - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Visionary

    When Projecting = I behave as a Nitpicker - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Magnanimous

    When Distracting = I behave as a Snob - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Flawless

Achieving Saboteur

Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Loved

Discharging my feelings of Inferiority

Seeking to be seen as Secure


Visionary Imposter

Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Obedient

Discharging my feelings of Deficiency

Seeking to be seen as Generous


Magnanimous Nitpicker

Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Adoring

Absorbing into my feelings of Indignance

Blinds me from any sense of Passion


Flawless Snob

Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Kind

Discharging my feelings of Insatiability

Seeking to be seen as Kind


  • Experienced as dark, demonic energy on the outside of the accepted norms of reality, usually occurring as a persistent Doppelganger, a nemesis to our chosen sense of True Self.

    As our attachment to the rotating Defense Structures within us dissolves, attention turns to disembodied dark entities that we find alive in our environment. There are 18 available to the witnessing eye. We access them by asking Nine Divine Questions and thereby gaining a more direct relationship to the shadow entities that arise in response.

Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Snow Demons like Yuki-onna in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Courage?

Meet the Yuki-onna within

Open to the sensations of this hurt part of you finding succor in the suffering of others.

Great Dolphin of Serenity


Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Megolomaniacs in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Veracity?

Meet the Megolomaniac within

Open to the sensations of this tyrannic part of you suffering to gain manic self importance.

Discharging my feelings of Anxiety

Blinds me to any sense of Composure


Both the Snow Demon and the Megolomaniac suffer the unmet need to feel

Serenely Composed

  • Actualizing the Great Snow Leopard of Courage

    and the Great Otter of Veracity

    offers Serene Composure to the Yuki-onna and the Megolomaniac.

Great Otter of Veracity

Great Snow Leopard of Courage