Discharge
Propelled by feelings of Mean, Spitefulness
We discharge when we place all internal and external difficulties on to something else in order to attack it.
Discharging transfers our hopes into the biting language of our despairs. Unable to express vulnerability openly, one finds it by creating it in others. Discharging renders one’s victimhood in the open while holding hostage the likelihood of rescue, making a mockery of the courage and veracity of truth telling that is actually sought.
We will employ Discharging as a means to serve the intense desire to feel ourselves to be Hopeful, Optimistic
Hopeful, Optimistic
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There is a consensus reality - where we perceive that which is agreed upon as reliable. In this reality, we can discuss any two psychological structural allowances chosen by a person and see how the first will be their primary operational mode while the second provides its background. This interplay fashions a realm of Aspirations and Defense Mechanisms that can be explored easily and freely in Ferus Tel.
When Absorbing = I behave as a Saboteur - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Achieving
When in Denial = I behave as an Imposter - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Visionary
When Projecting = I behave as a Nitpicker - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Magnanimous
When Distracting = I behave as a Snob - discharging my feelings while seeking to be Flawless
Achieving Saboteur
Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Loved
Discharging my feelings of Inferiority
Seeking to be seen as Secure
Visionary Imposter
Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Obedient
Discharging my feelings of Deficiency
Seeking to be seen as Generous
Magnanimous Nitpicker
Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Adoring
Absorbing into my feelings of Indignance
Blinds me from any sense of Passion
Flawless Snob
Discharging my feelings while seeking to appear Kind
Discharging my feelings of Insatiability
Seeking to be seen as Kind
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Experienced as dark, demonic energy on the outside of the accepted norms of reality, usually occurring as a persistent Doppelganger, a nemesis to our chosen sense of True Self.
As our attachment to the rotating Defense Structures within us dissolves, attention turns to disembodied dark entities that we find alive in our environment. There are 18 available to the witnessing eye. We access them by asking Nine Divine Questions and thereby gaining a more direct relationship to the shadow entities that arise in response.
Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Snow Demons like Yuki-onna in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Courage?
Meet the Yuki-onna within
Open to the sensations of this hurt part of you finding succor in the suffering of others.
Great Dolphin of Serenity
Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Megolomaniacs in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Veracity?
Meet the Megolomaniac within
Open to the sensations of this tyrannic part of you suffering to gain manic self importance.
Discharging my feelings of Anxiety
Blinds me to any sense of Composure
Both the Snow Demon and the Megolomaniac suffer the unmet need to feel
Serenely Composed
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Actualizing the Great Snow Leopard of Courage
and the Great Otter of Veracity
offers Serene Composure to the Yuki-onna and the Megolomaniac.
Great Otter of Veracity
Great Snow Leopard of Courage