Disavow

Propelled by feelings of Worry, Anxiety

We disavow

We will employ disavowal as a means to serve the desire to feel ourselves to be Calm, Composed

Calm, Composued

  • There is a consensus reality - where we perceive that which is agreed upon as reliable. In this reality, we can discuss any two psychological structural allowances chosen by a person and see how the first will be their primary operational mode while the second provides its background. This interplay fashions a realm of Aspirations and Defense Mechanisms that can be explored easily and freely in Ferus Tel.

    When Detaching = I behave as a Castaway - disavowing my feelings while seeking to be Meticulous

    When in Absorbing = I behave as a Paranoid - disavowing my feelings while seeking to be Trustworthy

    When Withdrawing = I behave as a Mercenary - disavowing from my feelings while seeking to be Abiding

    When Recoiling = I behave as a Toiler - disavowing my feelings while seeking to be Steadfast

Meticulous Castaway

Disavowing my feelings while seeking to appear Awake

Disavowing my feelings of Indifference

Seeking to be seen as Attuned


Trustworthy Paranoid

Disavowing my feelings while seeking to appear Secure

Disavowing my feelings of Inferiority

Seeking to be seen as Secure


Abiding Mercenary

Disavowing my feelings while seeking to appear Engaged

Disavowing my feelings of despondency

Seeking to appear Playful


Steadfast Toiler

Disavowing my feelings while seeking to appear Confident

Disavowing my Languished feelings

Seeking to be seen as Sanguine


  • Dark wave energies are experienced outside the accepted norms of reality, usually occurring in the form of a persistent Doppelganger, a nemesis to our chosen sense of True Self.

    As our attachment to the rotating Defense Structures within us dissolves, attention turns to disembodied dark waves that we find alive in our environment. There are 18 available to the witnessing eye. As we gain a more direct relationship to the Dark Wave entities, we place ourselves at the Gates of Dawn.

Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Narcissists in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Sobriety?

Meet the Narcissist within

Disavowal blinds me to any sense of Compassion for others.

Open to the sensations of this rejecting response to the world’s imperfections

Containing my feelings of Anxiety

KInd, Benevolent


Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Sadists in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Serenity?

Meet the Sadist within

Disavowal blinds me to any sense of Optimism within.

Open to the sensations of this self hating part of you substituting cruelty for resolution.

Containing my mean feelings

Seeking to be seen as Optimistic


Both the Narcissist and Sadist suffer the unmet need to feel

Optimistic Benevolence

  • Actualizing the Great Beaver of Sobriety

    and the Great Bat of Conviction offers Optimistic Benevolence

    to the dark wave energies of

    the Narcissist and the Sadist within.

    Focus on the call of these Pipers in you.

    They point you toward non-dominant aspects of your True Self.

    What would you be willing to learn and actualize from your own Divine Sobriety and Conviction?

Great Beaver of Sobriety

Great Bat of Conviction