Denial

Propelled by the feeling of Neglect, Deficiency

Denial allows us to play a part in deciding when and where to be overcome by difficult emotions thus creating space for less intense moods to make their presence felt.

Denial serves as an active barrier between any unwanted feeling. (One can deny one’s Suspicious feelings in order to access the Trust needed to dance the Salsa with a stranger) However using Denial between everyday Moods that are meant to converse with one another will usually spell trouble (“Why didn’t I listen to my Suspicions from the beginning before getting into this mess?”)

We will employ Denial as a means to serve our greater aspiration to be seen as Obedient, Generous

Obedient, Generous

  • There is a consensus reality - where we perceive that which is agreed upon as reliable. In this reality, we can discuss any two psychological structural allowances chosen by a person and see how the first will be their primary operational mode while the second provides its background. This interplay fashions a realm of Aspirations and Defense Mechanisms that can be explored easily and freely in Ferus Tel.

    With Projection = I behave as a Neurotic - denying my feelings while seeking to be Nurturing

    With Regression = I behave as a Prey - denying my feelings while seeking to be Comforting

    With Displacement = I behave as an Imposter - denying my feelings while seeking to be Visionary

    With Withdrawal = I behave as a Vagabond - denying my feelings while seeking to be Profound

Nurturing Neurotic

Denying my feelings while seeking to appear Adoring

Hiding my feelings of Indignation

Seeking to be seen as Adoring

Comforting Prey

Denying my feelings while seeking to appear Confident

Hiding my feelings of Languishing

Seeking to be seen as Confident

Visionary Imposter

Denying my feelings while seeking to appear Hopeful

Hiding my feelings of Spitefulness

Seeking to be seen as Hopeful

Profound Vagabond

Denying my feelings while seeking to appear Playful

Hiding my feelings of Despondence

Seeking to be seen as Playful

  • Experienced as dark, demonic energy on the outside of the accepted norms of reality, usually occurring as a persistent Doppelganger, a nemesis to our chosen sense of True Self.

    As our attachment to the rotating Defense Structures within us dissolves, attention turns to disembodied dark entities that we find alive in our environment. There are 18 available to the witnessing eye. We access them by asking Nine Divine Questions and thereby gaining a more direct relationship to the shadow entities that arise in response.

Can Equanimity touch the untamed heart of

The Masochist

Denying blinds me from the need to feel Loved

Denying my Insecure feelings

Blinded from any sense of Security

Is Compassion possible for

The Alter

Denying blinds me from the need to feel Awake

Denying my Bored feelings

Blinded from any sense of Attunement

Both the Masochist and Alter suffer the unmet need for

Secure Attunement

  • Actualizing the Great Bear of Divine Equanimity

    and the Great Elephant of Compassion

    offers Secure Attunement

    to the Masochist and the Altar.

Great Bear of Equanimity

Great Elephant of Compassion