Propelled by the feeling of Mean, Spitefulness
We discharge when we place all internal and external difficulties on to something else in order to attack it.
"I am too full and this pressure must find safe release to explode ". Discharging transfers our hopes into the biting language of our despairs. Unable to feel vulnerability openly, one finds it by creating it in others. Overusing Discharge prevents the self from ever addressing the real source of conflict, guaranteeing that safe relationships become polluted by recycled anger. Discharging makes a mockery of the courage and veracity of truth telling that is actually sought.
Obedient, Generous
As adults we Discharge as a means to regain Hopefulness, Optimism
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There is a consensus reality - where we perceive that which is agreed upon as reliable. In this shared reality, we generally see four “acceptable” combinations of defense mechanisms operating. Developed in early childhood, they continue to operate as a basic temperamental style throughout adulthood. Here we see Discharging as it combines with its four common partners.
When Discharging is combined with Absorbing =
I behave as a Saboteur - Discharging my feelings while seeking to be Achieving
When Discharging is combined with Denial =
I behave as an Imposter - Discharging my feelings while seeking to be Visionary
When Discharging is combined with Projecting =
I behave as a Nitpicker - Discharging my feelings while seeking to be Magnanimous
When Discharging is combined with Containing =
I behave as a Snob - Discharging my feelings while seeking to be Flawless
Achieving Saboteur
Discharging my insecure feelings while seeking to appear Loved
Visionary Imposter
Discharging my deficient feelings while seeking to appear Generous
Magnanimous Nitpicker
Discharging my self righteous feelings while seeking to appear Passionate
Flawless Snob
Discharging my craving feelings while seeking to appear Benevolent
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Dark wave energies are experienced outside the accepted norms of reality, usually occurring in the form of a persistent Doppelganger, a nemesis to our accepted sense of selfhood.
As our attachment to the rotating Defense Structures within us dissolves, attention turns to disembodied dark waves that we find alive in our environment. There are 18 available to the witnessing eye. As we gain a more direct relationship to these Dark Wave entities, we place ourselves at the Gates of Dawn.
Meet the Alter within
Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Alters in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Compassion?
Denying my feelings of Indifference blinds me from any sense of inner Attunement.
Open to the sensations of this disembodied part of you suffering to stay hidden.
Meet the Fetishist within.
Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of Fetishists in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Equanimity?
Denying my feelings of Inferiority blinds me from any sense of Secure Presence
Open to the sensations of this idolizing part of you suffering to locate secure inner location.
Both the Fetishist and Alter suffer the unmet need for
Attuned Security
First and foremost, set aside the impulse to deny your feelings of Inferiority and Indifference.
In the pause of that quiet moment,
turn there to the presence of these two Pipers at the Gates of Dawn
designed by True Self to usher forth Divine Compassion and Divine Equanimity.
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Actualizing the Great Bear of Divine Equanimity
and the Great Elephant of Divine Compassion
offers Attuned Security
to the dark wave energies of the Fetishist and the Altar.
Focus on the call of these Pipers in you.
They point you toward non-dominant aspects of your True Self.
What would you be willing to learn and actualize from your own Divine Compassion and Equanimity?
