Propelled by the feeling of Worry, Anxiety

We disavow when we avert our attention away from distress and toward our own familiar maneuvers.

"I am unerring, therefore I must impose a self-chosen reality to guarantee the consistency of my world." Before the mouth can weave a plausible deceit, we learn to turn our sight away, finding sanctuary in a mobile’s blur or the cool, blank safety of the intervening dark. We enforce a temporary, false reality where the overwhelming threat momentarily ceases to be observed. In later life, when guilt or fear demand recognition, this ancient impulse surfaces again, not as a physical turn, but as the polished cognitive maneuver we call rationalization or disavowal.

 

Awake, Attuned

As adults we Disavow as a means to experience ourselves as Calm, Composed

  • There is a consensus reality - where we perceive that which is agreed upon as reliable. In this shared reality, we generally see four “acceptable” combinations of defense mechanisms operating. Developed in early childhood, they continue to operate as a basic temperamental style throughout adulthood. Here we see Disavowing as it combines with its four common partners.

    When Disavowing is combined with Detaching =

    I behave as a Castaway - Disavowing my feelings while seeking to be Attuned

    When Disavowing is combined with Absorbing =

    I behave as a Paranoid - Disavowing my feelings while seeking to be Trustworthy

    When Disavowing is combined with Withdrawing =

    I behave as a Mercenary - Disavowing my feelings while seeking to be Abiding

    When Disavowing is combined with Recoiling =

    I behave as a Toiler - Disavowing my feelings while seeking to be Steadfast

Meticulous Castaway

Disavowing and detaching from my feelings while seeking to appear Awake and Calm

Trustworthy Paranoid

Disavowing and absorbing my feelings while seeking to appear Secure and Calm

Abiding Mercenary

Disavowing and withdrawing from my feelings while seeking to appear Engaged and Calm

Steadfast Toiler

Disavowing and recoiling from my feelings while seeking to appear Confident and Calm

  • Dark wave energies are experienced outside the accepted norms of reality, usually occurring in the form of a persistent Doppelganger, a nemesis to our accepted sense of selfhood.

    As our attachment to the rotating Defense Structures within us dissolves, attention turns to disembodied dark waves that we find alive in our environment. There are 18 available to the witnessing eye. As we gain a more direct relationship to these Dark Wave entities, we place ourselves at the Gates of Dawn.

 

Meet the Conspiracist within

Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of those with Borderline tendencies in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Sobriety?

A state of Rationalization of one’s own Insatiable desires blinds one from any capacity for Benevolence toward others and creates the Dark Wave entity witnessed in the

The Jinn

(the Arabian spirits who lead mortals astray with deceptive logic)

Open to the sensations of this thirst to be right, suffering to keep your logic supreme.

This state of reality-blockade can best be soothed by giving attention to Divine Sobriety

 

Meet the Schizotypal within.

Do you find yourself disturbed by the appearance of the fabulists in your world? Might you recognize in their appearance, a doppelgänger to your own unresolved actualization of Divine Conviction?

A state of Rationalization of one’s own Displaced rages blinds one from any capacity for Optimism and creates the Dark Wave entity witnessed in

Maui

(the Polynesian demigod whose pride justifies fatal defiance)

Open to the sensations of this defiant opposition, suffering to undo the realities of others.

This state of reality-blockade can best be soothed by giving attention to Divine Conviction

 

Both the Jinn (Conspiracist) and Maui (Schizotypal) suffer the unmet need for

Benevolent Humility

First and foremost, set aside the impulse to disavow feelings of Insatiability and Spitefulness.

In the pause of that quiet moment,

turn there to the presence of these two Pipers at the Gates of Dawn

designed by True Self to usher forth Divine Sobriety and Divine Conviction.

  • Actualizing the Great Beaver of Divine Sobriety

    and the Great Bats of Divine Conviction

    offers Benevolent Humility

    to the dark wave energies of the Conspiracist and the Schizotypal

    Focus on the call of these Pipers in you.

    They point you toward non-dominant aspects of your True Self.

    What would you be willing to learn and actualize from your own Divine Sobriety and Conviction?

 

Great Beaver of Sobriety

Great Bats of Conviction

 

I call upon Sober Conviction to meet

The Jinn (Conspiracist) and Maui (Schizotypal) energies

within myself and between myself and others as one Being.

This call is aided by observing the following Personas and Natural Forces already at work in my world.